Dec 21, 2012

Just another aimless guy across the bridge




In the silence of dazzling midnight, escaping from the chaos of a third world order country. The place where crowds of lowest caliber hassle to fill in their tummies, where the strings of inapplicable restrictions sew the lips of about 90% of psychopathic lunatics, slumbering an aimless and useless life.


From the suburbs to the most eccentrics parts of the city, a wave of passion ascends slowly till the day, where it reaches its peak. With a few sizzling spikes on his head and driving like the Schumacher brothers, approaching the speed of light. He could feel hundreds of eyes catching a glimpse of his captivating Mercedes.


On occasions, he felt proud but most of the times, arrogant. It wasn't his fault at all because reasonably, his good times taught him this egocentric lesson. His wallet always remained  full till the end of very month - the day that brought another ten thousand inflating Pak rupees to his pocket by his filthy dad, the most plushest guy he ever saw on the face of this planet. His mother, the most heedless creature, was a party animal. A mis timely trait that relocated into him - he was socially hyper. He was a cool, nasty, flirty bitch; in the circle of his friends. He loved to shine, to dominate, to crush, to roar, to win, to be the coolest emo in this universe.


He was an under-rated punk, with a rebellious guerrilla hidden under the scum. The Guerrilla like Castro, Zapata or Che Guevara that would fight against all for his personal rights and modern liberty. He believed in what he did and did what he believed - when depress he either would smoke up a few cigarettes or gulp a few sips of branded Sam Adams beer.


His secrets were even deeper and dark - but a piece of ordinary diary page in the eyes of the elite class, he lived in. For the last three months, he experienced a havoc seven break-ups; sometimes the girl was careless, sometimes he was casual, sometimes the thingie wasn't a masterpiece, sometimes the slut was a cheater or sometimes too childish or annoying. Doesn't matter to him - he was a wealthy heir, adorably cute that girls may talk about him for weeks, great masculine physique that made him bullying his fellow nerds with a threat of staging a public 'phadda', a chain smoker which would play the guitar not exactly but a lot like Slash. Twice a day, he would drive to the most expensive restaurant of the city and and overjoy by chawing the finest chicken steak or spare the dusk fogging out a chocolate flavored sheesha.


He was a branded man, wearing branded shoes, branded T-shirts, branded denim jeans that hung at the edge of his hips. He loved to make just about everything from his fuzzy brown hair, regularly an Afro or sometimes rarely a Mohawk - he didn't mind. All he wanted to achieve was some sort of distinction or greatness to immortalize his satisfaction. 


For the last eighteen years of his newly ripen life, he did every thing to embellish his blurred path of  life - a number of which the one of his age must have felt ashamed of  doing of. It didn't mattered to him, the horse of his life raced blindly around the course of never-ending madness. He often agrees by nodding  his head - he has drowned in the sea, sea that chymifies religiosity, devoutness and unearthliness. Oh! someday he'll find a way out - yeah! hopefully someday.

Jun 9, 2011

The Same Old Story




Last song to make me feel,
Like I'm real to this dream,
Last breath to make me see,
How fake people can actually be,
Maybe today's the worst day of my life 
But I'll survive, 
Cause after every dark night, 
There's a bright day, 
That covers it all away and I get a chance to be,
A part of you that somehow wants to move out of me,

So, can you see who I am,
Falling down from heavens ground, 
Cause I'm the only one left here begging

Beauty is a curse that makes you want to trust,
That makes you want to burn and turn to dust,
But the story's getting old,
Even though I'm told,
That you have to let go of what you hold

Frozen in a moment so cold that i forgot who I am,
The broken hope inside my head taught me how to stand,
Cause you cover it all away when i get a chance to be,
A part of you that somehow wants to move out of me, 

I've taken away all of my fears, 
I'm bringing you down with me 
I've opened my eyes to something real,
You could never be close to me 

Can you see who I am,
Falling down from heavens ground, 
Cause I'm the only one left here begging

You were a curse that made me want to trust,
That made me want to burn and turn to dust
But the story's getting old, 
Cause I had been told I'd have to let go....!



(M.S.Khan)

May 4, 2011

[Self-Invasion - The Pagliacci version]


     World doesn't decide the pace of life; perhaps. The waves of fortune slide away the chuck of goodness. Creeping through the luminous stars of fraternity, I leave myself alone in this brawler's world. A perfect knock-out punch - not even a grappler's arm breaker or high gut-wrench power bomb. An insult of credence back a sloppy guy and his only friend and foe - the loneliness. Loneliness kills a guy, down and under it shrugs him through, stabs him through, the anxiety curses his reign. He just awaits a glimpse of light, just a ray of hope. Some might say that sunshine follows thunder; go and tell it to the man who cannot shine.


       Lets go self-accountable this time. With a in-depth indulge of sorrow offered in the package, let this world sublime in another age of time. Take me at the top of the world cause I just want to see my crime. Breathless sighs accompanied by some heart throbbing, "Ahh!". Wow! my Lord I didn't realize, I just stumbled through time . I lost just about everything; they say my greatness, my ambition, my faith and most of all myself. Just only if you had knew, if just only u had knew.

Feb 10, 2011

The Revolution!



From a land very far far away; 
I can see a glimpse of light. 
A new sun ascending its land,
Start of a new era that grips the fate of an infant.

The pyramid now stands with honor,
The sphinx of a ruler now rusts in the corner,
The Nile now flows with a tide;
Decades ago it had lost its pride.

But why my land still lives in a dark?
The people here! will they ever spark?
Ignorance before credence!
Death of a crowd in grievance!
Splashes of tears then curses the eye,
When one wishes to quickly die.


Generations hanging in the balance,
It's the time to swing the wheel of gallant.
Raise your head up my boy!
Passion is your feat and destiny is the sky!
Break the faces of those who seize your freedom,
Dump those monsters who dare to eat your edam.


Slumber is a curse ask a raider who lives inside,
Forfeit the fear of battle just go there and fight.
Please don't be ashamed of death!
Cos' martyrs never fall from the peak of zenith.
The statue of robin hood awaits to be consecrated;
The tales of bravery are yet to be scripted...!

(M.S.Khan)

Jan 10, 2011

The Little Things!


Head like a rock spinning round and round;
I found it in a hole sitting upside down.
Paint me a wish on a velvet sky.
You demand the answers but I don't know why?
Cos' in my mind there is no time.
But the little things they make us so happy!


Just being the loser that plays lost and found;
All I want to do is live by the sea,
Standing by the edge of an ugly bree,
Hiding under the coat of a garden pea, 
Cos' it's good to see you're free.
Still those little things they make us so happy!


So what would you say if I said to you? 
It's not in what you say it's in what you do.
You point the finger at me but I don't deceive.
Close your eyes my friend and pretend to believe;
Cos' one day your mind will soon conceive.
That the little things they make us so happy!


Dec 31, 2010

Just then, close your eyes



Fugitive and illusively wise;
Colors of her soaked in dyes.
Hours when no one rescues twice,
In troubles and gambles she burst in cries!
Just then, close your eyes;
And play with the dream that lets you retry.



When words become lime and pale,
The fear inside her tends to stay.
Her smile bows down and begs for bail,
The time rushes as a ship to a quay.
Just then, close your eyes;
And play with the dream that lets you retry.


Jammed packed in the world of ten;
The day when the world pays no damn heed,
The evening when a farmer flatters a sore hen,
Misty morning when she incurs with the curse of greed.
Just then, close your eyes;
And play with the dream that lets you retry.


Like the branches of a fruitless tree,
She's never sure if she's nearly late.
Never been the one she wants to be,
When amazed by the crippled and her fearless gait.
Just then, close your eyes;
And play with the dream that lets you retry.